Envy

I envy the way you walk
But it’s not my style
I envy the way you talk, how ur lips move
But they are not my words
I envy your skin color, so smooth
But it’s not my flesh
I envy your eye color, your stare; sexy
But it’s not my sight
I envy everything about you
From your hair string to your toe nails
I wish to walk in your skin for just a day
To ear, what you hear
See what you stare at
To get all your compliments
Just a day
But no, it wouldn’t be right
That isn’t me
Do you even envy me too?

A princess wishing to walk like a queen
Not knowing the Queen wants the heart desire of a princess
Do you want to feel the rough edges of my imperfections
while I die wanting to ride on your slate of perfection
Do you want to feel my real pain
As I grow hoping to know your beautiful pain
Do you want to wallow everyday in my life confusions and get lost in my maze of insecurity
Do you ?
No you don’t
This is the answer I got when I realized if I loved myself I would be more than whatever I envied
I Love Me

By
@timzscribble and @IceB

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Simply Human

I am only human
Bound to do wrongs
I am flawed
I make mistakes
A simple human, caught up in the web of complexity
Trying to untangle myself
But that’s impossible
For only the dead is free of this world’s drama
I try to make the most of my time here
Everyone throwing their blames around
Look in the mirror and you’ll see who’s responsible
‘Yourself’

You ask for my opinion
But do really wanna hear what i have to say?
You expect a lie
To tell you what you believe
Your truth
What about mine?
You only looking for someone to blame for your mistakes.

I am simply human
Imperfect
I feel pain, heartbreak, i bleed
You and I aren’t the same
I have accepted my fate
But you still choose to dwell in the deception you’ve created

A simple human
Living my day as it comes
My troubles are limited to my control
I refuse to continue this facade created by man
Beautiful on the outside yet terrified; when i stare deep in my eyes
I am weak and strong
I love, yet broken
I am poor but rich
I am all of this and more
I am simply human and I make mistakes

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How I got arrested

It was 3:45 that night, my friends and I had just left the club after a wild night. It was a birthday outing and we had crazy fun like there was no tommorow. Everyone already had a lot to drink, all we wanted to do was get home in one piece and crash for the night. We weren’t looking for trouble.

Our bolt cab picked us from the club. Few minutes drive down the road we got stopped at an unnecessary check point by some police officers.
Police: *flashes his flashlight into the car*
We: oga good morning! Oga welldone ooo!!
Police:: what’s in your? Where’s your bag?
We: oga it’s just our phones
Police: come down, all of you
We were 4ladies in the car, I was seated in the front, I got my drunk ass out of the car, trying to keep my composure.
Police: you come this way! (That’s me)
Where do you work?
Me: I am self-employed
Police: where is that?
Me: I am a chef, caterer
Friend: she say self employed, u are asking where
I just couldn’t laugh out loud, dude was so dumb all he cared about was getting money
Police: open your bag, what’s inside?
I opened the bag, forgetting that 4k naira was just laying there
Friend 2: in Yoruba, she whispered “ma je ko ri owo ye ooo”

The drunk but woke spirit in me with a touch of my mother’s sharpness, I just stylishly wrap the money in my hand use atm and broken bag trap to cover it
Oga vex
Police: what did you tell now? Infact where is ur ID card?
Friend 2: I don’t have it sir, I didn’t tell her anything
Me: she didn’t say anything sir ooo

Police man: you must be very stupid. I should just lock u up, have you arrested!!!
Laugh wan kee me die, on top what grounds.

Frustrated mothafucker.
One of his colleagues came and waved us to leave. Oga was still looking for who to arrest

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Before

My insecurities about you

Am aware of all my flaws
My insecurities 
I sat at the table, right next you
I thought about the moment that was to come
I got scared, overwhelmed 
But i tried to think about the happy  times 
I swallowed my fears, and filled my mind with thoughts of You and I
Time stood still
And there was only You and I 
And the cravings in between.
All that mattered
Inside that room, within those four wall
I wont lie; i was scared. 
Scared, my insecurities would ruin the moment
Every kiss and every touch
Felt like cottons of clouds. 
The first time, i bite my nails
And felt i’ve failed 
The second time, i put my hand against ur cheek
I felt the rush beneath my skin
I knew my time was now
I kissed with all my might
I could almost taste satisfaction upon ur lips
I tried to meet your pace 
But i knew my time would heal
I could feel You inside me 
I finally understood the word “painful pleasure”
So yes!
I love the way i felt in your arms
Your lips upon my lips
I’ll dwell in that moment till the next time we meet again.

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The Journey Begins

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Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton